Dreams, Demons and Divinity

What a strange place the dream plain can be. For those of you who do not know, I have been a dream walker, lucid dreamer, astral traveler, or whatever you wish to call it my entire life. As a child it was extremely painful for myself and my family, in fact there were times where my family wondered about my sanity, growing up psychic was extremely tough and horrific at times, but that is a story for another day. Today I want to talk about a dream that I had last night. As someone who is able to have all of their consciousness in dreams I am able to think with both my spirit body mind and my human body mind. Typically I am quick to comprehend if I am in a casual dream state or if I am in lucid space.

Last night I had something happen that was really strange. I started off as normal in a dream state and I was content and resting. Then I realized that my physical sensations were starting to appear. I noticed I could feel the breeze on my arms, I could feel my eyes blinking…I could hear in several dimensions. Though this sounds strange, this is lucid and this is normal. What is not normal is how the following events unfolded.

When I was totally lucid, my mother appeared. For those of you who do not know, my mother has crossed over nearly 8 years ago. I have seen her spirit half dozen times or so since her passing in lucid space so this is a very special occasion. I waved to her as you would do to any old friend you were happy to see from across a field of tall grass. We typically meet near the shores of Warriors Rest Point in the spirit space and we have talks on the shoreline. This has been our typical interactions. I thought nothing of it.

This dream was different because we ended up walking into my gallery, or a gallery that was mine which was slightly different from the one that I actually own. My mother was walking about looking at my art work. In my dream I reasoned this difference of scenery to the fact that it is near the anniversary of her passing and this year I was saddened greatly by the fact that she was not alive to see my work. I chalked this change in our typical meeting to be my human desire to show her what I have become…though I did not reason that she already knows…clue one we were heading for trouble. I said I was conscious in dream, I never said that I was able to reason everything. In this case my human hearts desire over road my common sense. This is where we take a turn for the worse.

I embraced my mother and she started to spin me around like a ballerina dancer. She was holding my hand above my head and I had my eyes closed. I remember the feeling of being small and child like. For a moment I was in heaven. All of time and space was whirling around me and I was content to be playing this game with her. It was truly beautiful being a child under her care again. Flag two….I had shifted unknowingly into a smaller, weaker version of myself without consciously choosing to do so.

Suddenly I notice that the warm heavenly dark space in my now child’s mind was coming apart. Much like black ink trying to stay together. I know something was wrong and that I was no longer feeling that soft heavenly warm, safe feeling. I was spinning much too fast and nothing was making sense anymore. Where am I? What is happening? Why is everything so chaotic? What is going on? Flag Three….I am no longer in control.

Realizing I was no longer in control was a flag that I grabbed onto and took notice of. While spinning in this space I made the conscious decision to stop spinning and to open my eyes in this lucid space, this dream inside a dream inside a dream. I turned out of the ballerina stance and I looked at my mother and suddenly she was not looking like herself anymore. She had changed into some strange cross resemblance of someone that I know and a demonic type entity. I guess we could say that she turned into a person that I casually know if they were possessed.

I looked at this being and I knew I was in the presence of something that I must be very careful with. I realized very quickly that I have been tricked! This bastard being had wormed into my lucid space using my mother as a decoy! This is the amazingly strange thing that I was telling you about. This has never happened before. Sure I have been attacked more times than I can recall in the spirit space but typically they just come right for me. This one actually disguised itself to be my mother!

Upon realizing that I was now in the full presence of something meaning to harm me I returned to consciousness and the spinning was completely gone. For some reason I asked as if it were my mother “Do you have cancer again?” Perhaps this was me still coming into my wits. It responded with the most disgusting smile.

Like a shot out of a cannon I leapt at this being with all my force drawing a monk’s symbol (where the hell I got it from I have yet to understand) in the space between my hands. With all of my force I hit this being with both hands open, pinning it to the wall. I out right attacked it. This is new for me as well. Typically when I am met with negative entities in spirit space I am running or protecting myself in a passive way.  This time I actually attacked it.

I cannot for the life of me remember what I screamed at it but I screamed some sort of question or demand. It was extremely calm almost as if it was funny and then it answered me. It screamed back at me” Mmmmmmmyrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhh!” It yelled it at me as if it was a forced answer and it was involuntarily telling me this, though I have no recollection of what it was answering in regards to. Myrrh is an herb that is commonly used in spiritual practices to bridge heaven and earth…with this known it still means very little to me that this being would be screaming this at me.  Then it laughed.

It was very much in my control but it was choosing to show its discomfort with displays of laughing and strange behavior…even for an entity such as this. I held it there pinned against the wall for another moment, I stared it in the eyes and then I chose consciously to end this dream.   When I felt no more threat from this being, it was incredibly weaker now that I was facing it head on than it originally could have been and I clearly understood and recovered my power. I simply removed my hands from it, I stood in front of it for a moment and then I calmly removed myself from the dream.

For the love of Brian.

Today there was a completely awesome turn of events. Fall is creeping in, the air is cooling, the days are shortening and soon our green lawns will give way to a blanket of color and whimsy. Fall is the time of year where, for me, the world begins to slow down and all those things that were made confused by the harshness of the summer sun come into focus. My spirit becomes more at ease and I return to thoughts of stillness and comfort.

Every fall for the past three years there has been a person that has come to mind. This person lives fairly close to town and is not someone that I interact with on a regular basis. However when the fall rolls in, so too do thoughts of him. Each year for the past three I have made a single journey to seek him out.

I have found him the first year while I was nearing the height of my spiritual crisis. I was filled with questions, fear and anxiety. I was plagued with sleep deprivation and filled with questions about energy and the entities that have seemingly overtaken the lives of myself, my family and our home. He appeared to me this day as a very understated shamanic type of person…who some how knew my name though I didn’t tell him what it was. He spent quite a bit of time chatting with me and looking back assessing me. He then guided me to a book and sent me on my way with new hope, well wishes and an open invitation to return.

I didn’t return until the following fall.

The second year, the air began to cool, the world began to slow and once again he came into focus and to front of mind. Each time he appears in my minds eye it is like a shot. I have to seek him out that day or the very next.

I got in the car and I traveled to find him. As I started down the highway I remember being alarmed, there were no hawks flying. Hawks are always over head when I travel, this time I did not see so much as a crow. I recall feeling anxious, as if I had to get there right that minute and no matter how fast I drove it did not feel fast enough. For some reason unknown to me I had to get to him. I sent him a message telepathically telling him for some strange reason to hold on, I was coming…As I arrived at my destination not sure that he would remember me. I opened the door and there he was in the same place I had left him a year prior.

I was startled because when I arrived his world was crumbling around him and he was now the one plagued with entities and anxiety. I have never seen anything like the scene which unfolded with such horrifying haste that day. That day will live on in my memory if I live to be a thousand. I do not even think life times could remove what I bared witness to.

Earlier that day before and as I started out to find him I had been questioning my purpose, I had been questioning if I really subscribed to the light working community and all of their ideas of the way the other side worked which differed greatly from my own. I was actually in hind sight seeking him out because he was more like a shaman in quality than any other human I have met in this life time. I was seeking him out for answers and validation for either side of my line of questioning. I questioned if being a healer was just complete and utter bullshit as I was driving to find him that day.

As I stood in the doorway his eyes met mine and he looked at me as if was no longer in control of his mind or body. His eyes were dull yet wild, his hands were shaking and broken out in a wild rash, he was sweating and could not breathe. He was filled with chaos to the likes that even I have never known. I looked about the room and could see dark shadows darting about freely as if they had no regard for the presence of a human and no rules to bind them. They were hosting this space. Every corner I would look to a black mass would move just out of my sight. My shaman had fallen and was hollow, a host to these masses and more zombie like than I care to discuss. He was at wits end and the will to live was leaving his being. He was nearing wits end and suicide was his chosen option, he was going to pass this very day…this very hour, his choice was made.

I walked over to him with out the much anticipated awkward introduction and I looked at him. Matching his chaos with panic I asked him if he was alright. A completely rhetorical question but I didn’t know what else to say. A few quick words later I began to clear the space. Dark entities are simply not allowed in my presence. I sat him down and began clearing him and protecting him from this infestation and I began to offer healing. After 20 minutes or so, when I felt his rhythms were stable, I knelt down and asked him how he was feeling. In utter amazement he looked at me with tears in his eyes and grabbed me, holding me so tight I could not breathe, I was not sure what to expect. I felt like a mouse in the lions den. I did not know if I was in harms way but I was pretty sure that anything could happen. He released me and when he looked down at me he had tears in his eyes and a light! He could not thank me enough and eventually he let me go.

I was still shaken by this whole series of events and wanted to get the hell out of there as fast as I could and at this first chance… that is exactly what I did.

On the drive home that day I was thankful, if you recall I was going there with questions about my path and questions of if I was or was not a healer, hell I was questioning if I really was crazy and that I just pretended to be psychic to mask it (that should be funny for those who actually know me). I had gotten my answer. What a powerful, scarey lesson that was!

Today, almost a year to the day, my thoughts returned to him. Had he killed himself? Did he make it through his dark night? Had he blossomed into the healer he was destined to become?

Yes. An over whelming, amazing yes.

Today I appeared in his new doorway, completely unannounced as I always am, and there he was. I wondered if he would still remember me. Of course he did. He welcomed me like an old friend and we spent the evening visiting and talking of special things, he made me coffee and gave me tomatoes and we rejoiced in his success and strength.

He didn’t heal because of me. I only offered him a very small window to crawl through and to begin to see the light, he healed himself. I suppose this is really why I am sharing this extremely personal and intimate short story with you all. As I listened to him today one thing was clear. We never really know how we are affecting someone else. True I knew at the time I was offering shelter from entities and offering healing, but he could have just thrown that away the second I left. It was his choice. He made the choice to crawl his ass through the small window that god, not me, had provided and he fixed his life.

It has led me to understand that I have spent too much time seeking healing and advice from others. I have always known in my heart what my path is. We all have this internal compass. When we seek the answers from others, we only get the answers that lead us down their path. No one knows your path, not priests, shaman, our parents or even psychics. No one knows what is better for you than you do. It is important to have friends who are able to help you on your path, but they should never be writing it for you. I asked god that day two years ago if healing was just bullshit. I asked god if I was just crazy…I got an answer that I could have never expected.

That day I did the work I was sent here to which is listen to the creator and serve others.  It was only through god that I was able to offer this troubled soul a few moments of safe harbor. I offered no advice, I gave no answers. I was not a “light being” or a “healer” I was Hannah. I was doing what my higher source guided me to do, not even to help him, anyone could have been sent to aid him. I was only chosen because in the act of helping and serving him, my questions were also answered and I too was healed.

I simply did what I was organically guided to do. That is the true magic. That is the true medicine. Do what you do best when others need your support and your love. Do not go out and try to buy healing powers and potions and items believing they will give you super powers to which you can use to interject and tinker around in the lives of another. Just be you. Do what you do. If you feel drawn to energy work, by all means go learn about that, if you feel healing is with food, by all means go learn to cook. If you believe that healing is with the bible and the word of Jesus Christ, by all means heal, support and love others with that. If you do not heal and seek to help others in a way that is organic, that which you were born with…you are not living to your purpose. You are nothing more than a fraud to yourself and to others.

All avenues work. There is no more powerful way to heal or love someone that is stronger than another way. What makes a great healer is their complete unwavering soul consciousness of what they are doing. It is only with unwavering faith that ordinary people are able to do extraordinary things. This lesson I learned for certain today as he and I sat together, laughing and well.

 

I left him today feeling a sense of calm and ease. I thought about how he had pulled me through my spiritual crisis and how I was able to do the same for him the next year. I thought about how nice it was that we were both so well, not with out scars, but filled with joy nonetheless. I left him there wondering if I would see him next year or if this would be the end of our time together. Who is to say? I can tell you when I was driving home I was under the wing of a magnificent hawk which followed me for some time. It was definitely the close of a window or the open of a new door. 

I am not sure why I am sharing this whole stream of thoughts but for some reason it seemed relevant. Take what you feel is important and dump the rest.

I will not waver

It is my purpose to hold the light

It is my will to hold the light

It is my honor to hold the light

And it doesn’t matter how dark the night becomes, I will stand strong holding this light

I will not waver

I will not be swayed by promises or bargains

I will hold this light in the darkest of nights

I will hold my light no matter what darkness falls

No matter what pain comes

No matter which way the mind may twist

No matter which degree the heart may ache

I will hold the light.

I am a torch barer

I reject the chaos

I reject the cause

I reject the noise

I turn my back to the winds of hypnosis and assimilation

I turn my back on the words of the blind

I close my eyes to the vision of the strange

I shake my head at those who wish to lead the flock

I will stand strong in this light

I will not waver

I will not fear singularity

I will not trade momentary peace for the sacrifice of all

It may be a lonely road

I may cry

I may feel rejected and alone

But I will hold this light until God calls me home

I will hold this space

I will hold this light

I will protect this clear view with all of my souls being with all of my might

I will protect this light will all of heavens light and hells fire

I will live to my purpose

I will never waver

This I vow.

Amen

My core

At my core there is love, there is empathy, there is grace.

 

The core of me is a perfect light-being who is a radiant mirrored reflection of the creator.

If everything in the world should be taken away I will still have gratitude and give thanks because I would still have much to be thankful for.

When I look inside I can see the universe unfold before me…it is such a grand and infinite space filled with true abundance

I am a being without beginning and without end, I am limitless.

Inside the waters are calm and my spirit is rested, I am peace, 

At my core there is nothing but the great I AM, the what is, there is only space

With out attachment, without ego, without doubt

There is only you, you who is me.

Amen

Releasing Karma, Healing Spirit~

Releasing Karma, Healing Spirit~

I take back all that is mine, and I return all that is yours…

Seeing someone across a crowded room, instantly feeling soul connected to this person, ignited, in love…feeling like you have to get closer to this strangely familiar stranger. This is the stuff that movies, books and love stories that last the ages are made of, not to mention more commonly divorces. We have all been in situations where we were instantly enamored with another person, connected in a way that set our souls on fire and to hell with the consequences. This type of encounter happened to me recently and several times in the past year and a half. I spent a lot of time reflecting wondering if I was just restless, if my marriage was boring, wondering if I was changing and out growing my life…again. I wondered why I was never happy with what I had and why I would accept these feelings for others to come in and take over my being and contort my mind and reality. Then I realized it was something bigger than restlessness or infatuation, it wasn’t because he told me I was pretty or because I felt special and hadn’t for some time, it was bigger than any of this. I learned it wasn’t love it was Karma.

As humans we have lots of agendas in this earthly space. Some of us have more than others. I’ve understood for some time that many of the people in our human lives are people who we have walked with in spirit and in other lifetimes, in other places and ages. Some of these people have such a karmic connection to us that when we see them or sense them in this life time our spirits are still in complete consciousness of who they are and what they once meant to us, even though our body mind does not. So much of our communication and recognition of others is done with our spirits on a vibration level. Every one holds a specific vibration and essence…imprint. We don’t forget this even if our minds forget. The imprints of everyone we encounter is stored in our being unless it is cleared.

It became clear to me yesterday that I had to purge someone from my life. I didn’t want to do it. I couldn’t understand why I was so conflicted. I couldn’t understand why I was so connected to another which I knew was not good for my life or for my situation. I couldn’t understand why knowing this how it was going to be a tough decision to let them go, but I knew that I had to do it. This feeling of “having” came from my soul, like it was a soul need. I heed the commands of my higher self and Spirit always. And so it was.

I started hearing a voice in my ear early in the morning, “call back your energy” it said softly every so often. “Call back your energy Hannah” I heard again. Then again. As the day went on I continued to think about calling back my energy and I decided I would do this in the evening when I got home and rested. As the evening came I received a call from a dear friend, one of my earth angels Amber. She is an amazing psychic. So I ran this by her and listened to her teaching. I understood before the conversation that we are going to continue to run into people in this life that we knew in past lifetimes and that though these connections are always powerful, they are always with purpose and work and lesson to be learned. Not everyone that we reunite with in this life time from other lifetimes are good for us…some never were. I knew that sometimes we reunite with souls of the past, not to love them, but to let them go. What I didn’t know or realize consciously is that it was so easy to clear Karma. I didn’t realize that it was so easy to right lifetimes of unrest with a simple act of will and a clear heart.

The person that I decided to clear had been tangled with me for many lifetimes. We have been in a power struggle that was fueled by passion, unrequited love and heart break. To one another we are like hurricanes and poison. He comes each life and creates chaos and then leaves with a trail of destruction behind him that is my life. I think this pattern started due to a falling out of love where we were both hurt really badly many lifetimes ago. It’s been our pattern to collide each lifetime since and relive the emotions and destruction and then rebuild, die, and do this again.

Last night I learned that it was time to take back all that is mine and return all that is his in conscious thought. Meaning to return all energy that is mine back to my being and detach and return all energy that is his to him. Normally you would give back all that is theirs and then take back all that is yours. But in this case it was important for me to work in reverse due to the destructive nature of our relationship. Here is what I did….

I lay quietly in my bed. I calmed my spirit with deep breathing. I allowed his energy to totally fill me and I allowed my spirit to fully connect with his. I invited the memories of lives past to come crashing in like waves and I allowed my body to feel all of this in its fullest essence. I seen him in many lives and in this one. I laid in observance for a good 20 minutes or so. When I was fully, truly ready I began to call back my energy from those lifetimes. I started with a prayer of gratitude and love for this person and all they have given me, all of the passion, all of the excitement, all of the companionship and laughter that we have shared. I offered a prayer of peace and healing for all of the destruction that was caused on both sides; I apologized for all of my trespasses against him and forgave him for his against me. I closed with a prayer to God asking for a release of this bond between us. I asked for the slate of time to be wiped clean, I asked for my body to be brave enough to release these memories. I asked that the records of time of he and I be burned by blue flame and be returned to pure energy where it can sustain life elsewhere in eternity.

When I was done with opening prayers I called in my guides and my angels and I call them by name. I asked they surround me and assist me in my intentions. When I was ready I returned to breathing deeply. 7 counts in, held 7 counts and released another 7. I focused and reduced our memories and energy into one ball, one point which I could focus on. I felt all the memories, energy and emotions pull from my spirit and eternity into this one ball of light now separate from me. I gazed at the ball of light as a silent observer. I called to the universe to return to me all that is mine from this light. I instantly felt my body respond as if a magnet. I saw gold strings of light returning to my body. When I felt that I was filled up and that nothing in the remainder of the ball belonged to me I asked that all that is his be returned to him with love and healing and I sent it off. I watched it go and fade until it was no more.

I closed with a prayer of safe passage and gratitude. I thanked the Creator for granting me grace and healing.

Calling back energy and releasing Karma does not mean that we are cutting a person out of our lives; it means that we have created a clean slate. We have cleared the slates and we can now choose to have the person in our lives for who and what they are today and not who or what they were to us a life time ago. By restoring our selves, we too also restore a piece of them. This is grace. Grace be yours, peace be still.

Aliens Among Us, What does that mean? Is she nuts!?

For along time I have been keeping secrets. I have been getting influxes of information and visions from guided forces that I simply could not reason to be something that I could use to make a difference…and I was sure that everyone who read it would think that I was simply crazy. Well today I find is a day about honesty and about facing my fears and rising to my purpose. Even if I am not totally clear about what my purpose or my impact is really going to be.

I will share with you now a summery of what I have been experiencing and what I now understand to be extremely important to every person and to our future as a race. I will attempt to keep things as simple and straight forward as a spiral of information can be.

NOVEMBER

New Reiki Signs

I was working with one of my clients and as I was performing Reiki on her I starting seeing a symbol that was unknown to me, it was lightening blue and it kept moving from my forehead or third eye, to the patient and then as soon as it went into the patient another would appear and move down into the patient. This person had a severe back issue. Since this day this person has never had another issue with their back. I knew instantly that this symbol was not something of this place. It was a gift, I felt it was from something that I was not yet familiar with.

Sleepless nights began. I would find myself filled with energy and excitement for no reason.

DECEMBER

ET visitor:

No shit I was laying in my bed and I was drifting off to sleep. It was a normal night and I lay quietly in my bed relaxing. I was lying with a quiet mind and a still being. As clear as this screen I am looking at right now I received a vision. The face of an alien, just like you would see in any gumball machine or 1980’s poster appeared. I was looking into its large eyes and it was looking at me. No words were said, no movements were made and nothing really seemed to change. I excused the vision as simply “being me, this is what I do” and I went to bed.

For days after this vision I could not get it out of my mind. I kept thinking about it in waking time. It was imprinted in the front of my consciousness. Almost like we were still face to face.

The Dream:

Have you ever had a dream where you felt like you were really there? Or have you woke up from dream thinking that it was so real that it could have been? This is lucid. I am a lucid dreamer and I have been every sense I could remember. Thank god. About a week after the initial vision I found myself in a lucid state. I found myself, in waking dream sitting on a large beam like you would see in New York city. Do you remember those photos of the 1930’s (or sometime) steel workers? It was much like that.  Except from my view I could see the whole world laid out before me. I was sitting on a beam overseeing our planet and the alien returned. Again there were no words spoken. And I did not ask any questions. I am finding in their presence I am a silent observer always. This being then showed me a vision of humanity.

As I watched in silence I seen half of the world fall to shadow and fire and I seen the other half of the world illuminated in white light. It was shown to me that there is a great choice on the shoulders of man kind. We must decide as a race what we are going to be come, what outcome we are going to create. It was communicated that nothing has been written or decided. It was communicated that this is the age of manifestation.

The Age of Manifestiation:

This is a time where man will finally begin to understand that we are the magic makers, we area able to create what ever life we choose to live in. If more of us individually decide we are going to live in a hell, that fear and angwish will be what becomes, if more of us decide that we are going to live in joy and light, in a heaven like space, that is what will be. So be it.

It was communicated that the great war is going to be one of sanity and I was introduced to the term vibrational warfare.  Perhaps more on this later. It was communicated that we must hold the light if we want to survive ourselves. We must learn to manage our own energy and master our minds or all will be lost. I was also shown many of the ways that as a race we are being numbed and how we are starting to live in a tempered environment, where the many are being manipulated for the gain of the few. It is being done through frequency and desensitization. Weapons sneakier and more detrimental than we have known be fore.

FEBRUARY - APRIL

Solar Flares:

Our planet started to experience spikes of solar energy in incremental doses. Sun light is coded. It holds the genetic code of life and is that from which all other life forms grow, is possible and is sustained. This energy is energy we are used to in small and measured doses. When the sun flares it sends bands of this amazing energy hurling at us which reaches us in a much less diluted form. It is potent and our human bodies are so fragile and susceptible. We in turn become more coded, our frequencies change. Or our DNA is altered. Our consciousness becomes expanded. We are able to communicate with other beings who are coded similarly to our new codes which opens us up to more types of encounters. As our vibrations rise, we began experiencing many changes as does all life forms on our planet, including the planet its self, which is scientifically measureable.

MARCH

We are not alone.

I started getting the feeling that I was no longer alone. It was not such a feeling of paranoia as it was a feeling of being observed. For those of you who do not know me well enough to know, I am well versed in communications with spirits and it is no rare event to have one wander into my consciousness or my physical space, it happens daily. But I began awaking in the middle of the night with the feeling that something was standing at the foot of my bed. It was just standing there in silent observation. Just beyond my ability to communicate with in this waking space. I did not feel alarmed, I was just aware. Each night I would wake to find it there and I would observe it observing me and I would return to sleep. I began to become aware of this being and of its energy so much more vibrant yet denser than I. It was like having a physical being in the room with me, not a spirit. Each night it came. Each night it comes. It is real and it has not been missed by others in the house as well without my mention. It is not a being that will be sent away with smudging or prayer, it is not living in the same laws as spirits or entities do. It is a living thing. It is alive. It is silent and observant.

APRIL

I am still noticing that I am not alone and I have grown attuned to this energy and I can pick it up most easily now. I start to notice that this energy is everywhere I go and in multiples. I understand this energy is not being noticed by others.

I start to talk about the experiences I am having with a close few who will not judge me harshly but I am unable to truly relate the apocalyptic visions I had been shown or the information on vibrational warfare and I am no longer able to relate to my spiritual circle of friends. I thought I was becoming unwell at times, I felt alone and I felt like something was wrong with me because I could not subscribe to the belief that we should simply sit back and believe good things and good things will happen. After seeing the visions I had seen I was filled with such a sense of urgency and the importance of now. I also understood that I needed to protect myself. I retreated from my community and I drew in close to self and Spirit and I continued to listen and observe and be observed.

Large solar flares came, we gained more coding and our DNA took on more rungs.

MAY

May is here and I have been blessed to understand an even larger view. I have settled in with things and I am ready to shed the fear and share.

I now understand some amazing things that the population at large may possibly find alarming.

We have entered the time of mirrors

The time of mirrors has come. Our DNA has changed such that we are having a much easier time communicating with our higher selves, our source, each other and with spirits and with beings that we are yet to know. With this new communication ability we are finding that there is a great division happening in the world around us and within our selves. Suddenly there is a great unrest within many of us. We have passed the strain of the changes brought by the sun flares that brought anxiety, sleepless nights and distress only to find that we woke to find that we were sharply aware of our flaws and the things in our lives that were no longer suitable for us. We began the process of choosing sides and self. Those of us who are resistant to rising to our higher purpose or being are feeling the pressure of going against the grain and those of us who were comfortable with self and in a growth pattern, found the time to be energizing and uplifting. This continues now. I don’t know how long this time of choice, this time of mirrors will last but it my friend is a window that will shut. We must make our choices and learn to rise above the fear and move towards that which we were destined to become. That does not mean that we all of a sudden have perfect lives, it simply means that we start harnessing the will to live to our highest purpose. The will or intent is all that matters now and here.

Super Moon

The Super Moon came and with it came beings.

The Age of Communication

In the psychic community the world over it has been understood that there will be a time when communication comes between us and other life forms. Most people believe this in some way. Many people believe it is going to look like something we seen on Television, and maybe some day it will, but today that is not the case. What I am going to tell you now is the most amazing and confusing thing…they are already here. The Age of Communication has begun and it’s been here for along time before now. It began along, long time ago. They are here and their here in great numbers. They co-exist with us now and they have been for along time. Though there has been a sharp increase in the amount of them in the past few weeks. They are moving along beside us as invisible beings, but they are beings, not spirit, they have their own laws and agendas. Again you can not smudge out an alien. Traditional steps of clearing are not laws that bind these beings as are the total energy beings such as spirits which we have come to know as existing in our spaces.

The hitch….

So I have said a lot and nothing at all…there is so much more to all of this than I am able to place here tonight. Though I know that there are a lot of possible new ideas here, they have all become comfortable for me until last night. I came to a large pause for thought when I slowed to consider the reason why they are here. I got questioning if we, our higher selves have called them here to assist us with the balance or if Earth has in her consciousness cried out a cry heard across all of time. Personally I don’t think that they care either way about us. There are a lot of talks about ET’s coming here to gather the precious resources of the Earth but honestly, we are one extremely small universe and there are an uncountable number of those. I find it ridiculous to think that they are really all that concerned with taking our precious resources. When I consider crop circles and other markings left by so called ET’s I continually flash back to the thought that they are trying to communicate with us and they are trying to answer our questions and in turn help us. With this thought I go back to the side of the fence that tells me that we are calling them here. My personal experience tells me they are wise and they too are like mirrors. I feel this is a time of great blessings.

In closing

I thank you who ever have gotten to the end of this long line of events. I know that it may be hard to digest that aliens are among us, should you wish to call them that. But think how common it is today to accept that there are spirits here on earth who were human and who lived and left. Many of us can see them and most of us know that they are there or have a story where we directly interacted with a spirit being. This is because over the years as the vibration of earth and man has elevated, so to have our consciousness and our ability to communicate. Our being has again changed to a higher frequency and we are now able to communicate with an even larger group of beings.

This is the golden age my friends, this is the age of manifestation. This is the time when all that we desire can come to us quickly with true intention. We are living in a time where we are being awoken to a day where we are able to walk in the sun and directly connect with the love of our creator with out middle men and shaman. They are of no use here now. Within each of us there is a seed of knowledge, of consciousness of the One. Inside of us there is a compass and a map.There is no room for smoke in mirrors and false truths, there is no time to blindly follow others or allow another to lead you to salvation. Now is a time of great urgency and for great care. We are the holders of the light. Every one of us. We are all responsible to choose that which is our higher purpose and those of us who know these truths are responsible to help the others and to ignite the hearts of others with the proof that is the truth which is proven by being transferred through acts of love, generosity and compassion and gratitude for grace and god. We are One, we are indivisible, we are eternal, we are suns. And so it is.

The Path

Often when we are brave enough to start the incredible journey back to our spiritual awareness we set off down a path with our hopes high. We buy new pens and journals, we are ready to live well, eat the foods we think enlightened people eat and we promise to quit bad habits. We buy books on being better people, learning how to communicate with spirit guides and how to achieve deep, meaningful meditation.

As we began our journey skipping down our path we barely pause to notice the road ahead slightly bending and small hills that began appearing in the distance. With the great gust and intoxication of our first connections to the divine we skip towards them excited for what they mean and the new gifts they could bring. The world is our rose garden and we are in a state of euphoric connection to the source. We take time to write and sketch in our new journal with our new pens in the fields of light and record our growth thinking we have come so far. We make observations about our lives up to this point, how we would like to change, how we can help others and we rest in the light comforted by the warmth of the divine.

As the brightness of the day begins to fade and the evening comes, we see that our road has come to a split and that there is a mountain at the end of each choice. The air becomes cooler, shadows become longer and our divine connections are all of a sudden not so clear. We search our journals and the pages of all the books we have collected, we call our friends and reach out to our guides and we realize…we are still alone and there are no answers. There are no voices or gut feelings. There is nothing more than the beat of our hearts and the breath in our chests and there are decisions to make, roads to choose and commitments to create.

We have entered the dark night. There are many dark nights along the path to the balance. These nights bring times of great trial and challenge. These “dark nights” or periods without the ability to communicate with Spirit, can last for an evening, a few days or to long seasons of our lives. We must proceed with faith to make a choice to turn to the left or the right. We must choose blindly what mountain to climb. The truth is, all roads lead home to the same manifestation of our hearts truest desire and intentions. If you dream hell….you will have it. If you dream heaven it too will appear.

I write this tonight because I think that it is important to share with you that there are many ups and downs on the road to spirituality. There are many times when you will feel extremely enlightened and there will be many others where you will feel completely alone and estranged from all. There will be large choices to make without an angel to tell you which direction to take. These are the times where you must believe in your vision and walk with the faith and understanding that you are where you are supposed to be. You cannot take the wrong road. The wrong road does not exist. Don’t be one of those people who stand at the fork in the road to afraid to make a choice. More importantly be careful who you choose as your council because they do not know the way any more than you do.

Choose the path that you feel is right for you and trust that as soon as you make a choice you will return to the voice of your reason. The sun will rise at the next turn and your mountain will not be as big as it looked in the dark. You will only truly begin to plant your feet firmly on the path ahead by leaving your fears of making the wrong choices behind.

Time is wasting so move your butts. I love you~